Trust and Money Vibrate at the Same Frequency
So many moving parts in my life now. To catch you up, I recently just left my clock in and out job and have pursued a couple other work options that leave me in charge. I will be doing social media managing, video editing and content creating. It all seems so exciting, and it is. Everything in my life is good except for one thing. You see, I’m a Taurus and we value financial stability a little more than most people. It’s truly the foundation, making sure we are good in the home and comfortable before venturing out into the world is what works best.
We should get down to what’s been on my mind though, why I wanted to write this afternoon. I wanted to just talk about my worries of going full-time with my businesses and content creating.
I’m 23 years old and am very aware of my terrible relationship when it comes to money. I’ve gotten a lot better honestly but when I was 20 years old I quit my job and ran up on credit card debt. It’s not that I wasn’t taught about it, I just went a little crazy one Christmas…and I’m talking more than $4,000 crazy. Yeah…
The past two years I’ve worked on it but I wasn’t taking myself serious. This year I’ve done a lot better but the way the world is going you can imagine where I still am now.
How do you handle debt and starting a business? It’s hard to feel good when you are doing well but not making as much because of past mistakes.
I am learning you can’t play victim, you have to save yourself sometimes. It’d be great for $10,000 to drop in my lap but that’s not entirely realistic. Possible but we’re not putting all the eggs in that basket. I had to do the work if I wanted different results. I had to take myself seriously if I wanted to truly feel great at being a business owner. But why was it so hard for me to just do the things I know I’m meant to do? Why was I procrastinating my career.
Why am I talking about this?
Because I recently learned that the frequency of trust vibrates on the same frequency as money. Fear gets in the way of a lot of things more than most people realize. I pulled a couple of cards on myself the other day and the general theme was to trust myself, to have strength and to not let my fear become a blockage.
You see, I quit my job and was immediately hit with worry, fear, almost regret. What the fuck had I just done? I wasn’t ready? Was this the right time even? But all of those thoughts didn’t align with the things I spoke about. I could earn the reality I wanted no matter where I was. Time just be timing. There is no “right” time, its only now and whether you make it now or not.
I always believed that but the circumstances were never severe enough to the point I would actually do it. Its like I needed something to happen that almost forced me to step into this work mode. I’ve tried to quit my job since February of 2021, its October 2021 and I finally did it. I always backed out, thinking I needed that job to survive, that my passion couldn’t possibly alone sustain me. Sometimes passion isn’t enough without something to almost light a fire up under your ass for you to truly with your all pursue it.
That’s what quitting my job did for me. I quit my job, my roommate moved to California so now I live alone and I’m almost forced to make it for myself. I have no choice. There are too many things happening in my life that need me present and in the moment to bring the reality I want.
I thought I’d never get to the day where I could sit down and have the time to create content, read books, develop my theory. Although I am not making thousands of dollars each month, yet, when I begin to put attention towards the energy that will get me there that is when it will materialize.
I am proud of myself. I am not letting my worries get in the way of something I know I’m destined to do.
All it will take is trusting myself and the energy around me that everything will be alright.
That is why it is important to know who you are and how you show up in life. Being in tune with yourself brings a trust within yourself knowing that no matter what you’ll always be okay. You should never lack anything, and if you are take a look within and see what could be the blockage.
Money will no longer hinder me for I trust myself and that brings a world of abundance.